I may never know what's it's like to wake up next to you day in and day out
I may never know what it's like to see the side of your face as I caress your cheek before a kiss, year after year
I may never know what's it's like to bellow at the wind in the early hours of the morning because we have been up holding each other as the challenges of the day slumber us, but together we fight!
I may never know what it's like to be held by you as our child of the universe is birthed through me, through us, is us
I may never know these things...
but what I do know is that you, I, we, were a great love.
Many times apart, many together.
We fort. Sometimes at each other. Sometimes the same battle. A battle of our ego. Our deepest fears.
What I do know is that you were a great love.
You were never to be my anchor
Only my catalyst
You were never to be my love
You were never to be my calm
Only my storm
You were never to be by my side
Only my teacher
You were never to be my forever
Only my healer
You were never to be my opposite
Only my divine mirror
I know now, what I did not know.
A soul split in two
Love so true
It remains; Always will
Love you. Xx